i'm fine. let's look at etsy.

indulge me my dramatic writings please. my life looks very different since you first met me. (who’s doesn’t i know.) sometimes an essay just hits me and so i write it. i appreciate all of you so so sosssoooosssososososso much. thank you for your sweet, supportive comments. they always ease my suffering. <—— not sarcasm.

moving on…

i haven’t bought myself anything just for me that i didn’t desperately need (makeup that’s run out, bras with busted clasps…you get the idea) in well over a year. it’s not because i am called to suffering, it’s because i am poor.

these are some things i want to buy or just like. whatever. I’ve decided it’s ok to want things.


without hesitation i can tell you i would look like an oozing caterpillar but this is FOR SURE that thing you wear that everyone asks where you got and you say etsy and they groan a little like etsy means a handmaid made it.

this one is just as good. this one too.




just a cute little cup for a toothbrush.

i think these are just great. i’d mix ‘em up.

i really enjoy this lampshade too.

this one also. the fringe is so fun.

mystery t-shirts! you just order your size and whether you want 1,2,3 4..etc in your order and they pick them and send them to you. that’s pretty cool. remember the thrill of the lifesaver boxes you’d get at christmas, not knowing which one was in theret? that feeling. that’s where it’s at.

just an assortment of levi 501s. pick your size and wash.

i clearly love a surprise. a good one. not a terrible one.