‘ello.
a new year amiright? is there anything better? (loads i know)
i’ve said it for years now but january might be my favorite month. just so much promise and hope and vision and dreaming and stuff. despite my anxiety being at an all time high i still have a smile on my face bc i’m probably going to win the lottery this week.
i fully plan on sharing my wealth so if you need something from me just let me know.
here’s what’s been up with me…
anxiety.
2. i’m re-watching Girls. it doesn’t hold up. but i still like lena dunham despite the entire universe hating her. adam driver is still all the things.
3. fiona is applying for a bunch of schools. she’s gotten into every one so far. with scholarships. she’s fucking amazing. also, i’m gonna need to be carried around in a planaquin with an iv drip of klonopin when she goes away to college. (see #1)
4. i’ll be ready to move when she goes to college. don’t know how or where but it’s on my vision board. so, it’s happening. on the checklist are- a covered porch, a yard, a studio space inside that doesn’t have to convert to a different space, 2 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms.
5. i’m doing dry january and have discovered that i definitely have an alcohol use disorder. didn’t drink a lot when i drank but i drank every single day and it’s been years since i went a day wo a drink unless i was hungover or when i had covid. being completely sober feels weird when i think of it in the long term. i’d like to just create more balance. problem is i don’t know if my brain can do that. so i am taking it month by month. this article reeeeaaaallllly resonated.
ok, that’s about it. love to hear your new year new me tips.
be sure to check out the january catalog and the new irises!